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Too long. Too dusty

2009-06-15T14:42:00.002+08:00

last entry dated 06 February. Why didnt i touch? Cox i didnt win the 8 million lottery. Sigh. hahaha maybe i shouldn't have typed so many good luck out. so i become unlucky instead. o bother~. hmz. kinda writer's block about now. got nth better to do. so decided to write somethin. alot of events *as usual* n this entry if its gonna serve as a update. my god..i might not be done writing after 3 hours. so~ to make things simple....

i quit my job! major love on that. finally i escape from the clutches of the lao bu si at work. kns. now she is tormenting the new sexy senior auditor instead. lmao. lao bu si~~~~~~ gai si le ba...... =x *mean mode*

hmmz. some things cant be posted. lol~ maybe as u grow older, u realize some stuff just cant be bluntly written in a IT world. but den, thats so unlike me. haha. nvm. so... i cut my hair short. reason? got bored of long curly hair i guess. a regular vanity fair. it doesnt stay the same. sometimes i envy the patience of those who can actually keep their hair damn long. like shu xian. omg sial...i will die if im her.

ok boring topic. lost for ideas and limited by the factor that i cant type some stuff out animore. f***. maybe i should go create an anonymous blog and write every single bloody vice dat i have over there. and no one will know its me. cool!

in the library now. cant play games. dat's so gay. read through some ex classmates' blogs..realize most of them are leading exciting lifes. i wonder if mine is considered exciting.

other den hanging out with friends... i havent even been travelling like how i use to tell myself i would. but den again $$$ factor. even if i have. my friends cant. crap shit.

dunno what to write liao. ok bye.

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2009-02-06T15:24:00.002+08:00

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Foiled friday . T.T

2009-01-24T12:05:00.004+08:00

so ytd, there were a few stuff that make me either bored or even more bored.

boring #1

during lunch, lao bu si was being nice *temporarily* and treated us to taos - a six course lunch with serve yummy yummy cheese and grilled prawn. but no half day. =.="

boring #2

after work, i decided to go zouk with thomas, jess, eileen and a few of their friends. was super glad to see them again after so long but due to the super crowded zouk, not really a good time. keep getting squeeze and there is definitely no space to dance! SIGH!

boring #3

left early cox baby doesnt like me to stay too long at those places, scared i kena touched around plus there is really no space to dance. (T.T)

boring #4

forget it. talkin about friday make me feel like its a saturday afternoon and instead of being outside, im home writing a blog entry. OMG...I GOTTA GET OUT OF HOME.

BYE!

hai

2009-01-23T16:27:00.002+08:00

4.28pm and im still in office. stone****... being kpo, found out that my colleague got pay raise AGAIN. =.=. mine's stagnant. tmd la.. hate cheap labour feeling. im leavin in march. die oso will leave this place. fuck.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY~

fuck you lao bu si..! hope bull year ur luck will be damn sucky.

Vacations and turning 21!! even if vacations are not mine to travel...

2009-01-22T14:02:00.004+08:00

Apparently kenneth has taken the whole of next week (25th - 30th) off to go on a family vacation...to fucking JAPAN!! omg..i wanna go but pocket empty becos of sch fees and fillial piety ang pow to my parents and miscellaneous items. S$1000 for christmas present to mummy ok?! - all those just start working with low pay people -u got so generous anot.. =x anyways, so nowadays in office, mr kenneth is all smiles. tmd.. of cox la..can go japan i confirm smile all the way too. even if my boss is scoldin me..i think i will still be smiling and wont even KNOW wat she is shoutin about. my mind will be full of shopping and rollar coasters at disneyland.

hai...but say so much now..in the end. its still not me who is going to JAPAN! CRIESSSSSSS*

but nvm! its ok! cox i'll be going overseas soon!!!! ^6 months later..dots..^ my sister is treating me (air tickets only) to maybe hongkong or taiwan. YAYS.... turning 21 is soooo cool. u start getting alot of expensive gifts... like facial packages...free air-tickets..and a LV bag from my aunties *they promised me* =D

lets see.. rachel is going backpacking to korea in march. i was suppose to go with her but i already spent my savings for the trip on cenosis. ahhh the things i do to become slim. so becox of my fats; thanks alot chubby lilia; i wont be able to go anywhere! sorry rei rei.

i hate the feeling of being poor and chubby. =S don u agree?

in case anione is gonna argue that i should use the word fat instead of chubby. it means the same to me, so shut the hell up. bored in office = update blog. without pictures.

stupid xiaxue hasnt been updating her blog recently so i have nothin to read but her archives. but den again, her past entries have been quite boring in comparison to her archives so ya..what the heck. archives reading are not bad either.

after reading kaiming's blog, realised he is already planning for his 21 birthday celebration. got me thinking..should i also make it grand or just a private with close friends and family will do?

half-heartedness cox afraid ppl might not turn up despite invites. =[ oso dunno who to invite.. when u have limited connections, this is wat happens. haha. o well. if its small, i might set aside a budget to rent a cc hall for a small party? wa..sound like a certain ethnic group's way of celebrating. (u guys can go guess.. chinese book chalet, muslim under hdb block..so left only??? =] smart ppl will guess it by now)

no matter what, i decided not to compare my celebrations with ANYONE. cox ren bi ren, qi si ren. yea...profound chubby lilia. *grins*

okie.. time to think of birthday celebrations while doing crappy client's audit.

note to lao bu si - client kena fined S$12,000 for not doing accounts for 6 yrs, my problem?! say rush by next thursday. u think i he xian gu ar? (why he xian gu? cox cannot say guan yin ma..too powerful liao. den onli can think of he xian gu. haah) hai..kudos to chubby lilia!

boingboingboing*

2009-01-20T12:30:00.002+08:00

my boss just throwed me 6 clients at one go. (O.O)~ drooollss....jyjy to myself liao.

ytd mummy look at my face and said, "aiyo! why nvr take care..how come got yi li yi li one?" so i touched my face and no ar...cannot really feel la.. =/.."xiao jing da zuo" i told her..haha.. den i walked out of her room and proceeded to watch grey anatomy...

i think i was too engross in the show that i totally didnt see my mom went down with my sis.
apparently after one day of {da shao cu}. we had so much clothing to give away.. ok la..i only had one big bag BUT my sis has 4 big bags..those red colour type of plastic bags. =.= shopaholic sister.... lol. being the kind souls we are *pui* =P we decided to donate to the salvation army. instead of selling to karang guni for money. =D

think salvation army will be rather please. cox we didnt give away those cheapo pasar malam shirts and pants. all branded..in courteousy of my sister mostly of cox..after the cleanning, i saw a FCUK top in the plastic bag (T.T) NOOOOOOOO....sadly i didnt get to see if i wanted her clothes. hai.. but den again..she so skinny now..doubt i will be able to fit. =.-....tmdx chubby lilia.

so as i was saying, my mom came up and sat beside me. "what?" i asked her..but my eyes were still glued to the tv.

"i know what to give u for ur 21st birthday this year..but give liao cannot ask for more la." she answered. my mummy was givin a cheeky smile. .....suspicious~~~......

"what?" i answered yet again STILL not really paying attention. the show was really that good la. go watch it everybody. ^.^

"i sponsor u facial package. see ur face ...blah blah blah." she started poking and touchin my face.

(=.=) <<< literally my facial expression. lol.

but hey, a facial package isnt cheap and coming from my non-workin parents, i am VERY touched. love them to bitx. i'll think about it and give her an answer tonight ba. =D

WORKIN TIME..SLACK TOO MUCH LIAO.

FUCK YOU

2009-01-19T16:13:00.004+08:00

i was bored at office so i started reading random blogs and decided to hurl insults to this particular person.

just a short note: i don know this person. *so please don think its u if u know me and is happening to read my blog*

Blame it on my bad mood nowadays or im having a tummyache and but too lazy to get up from my desk to go to the loo, that u are my chosen victim. But den again, YOU also wont know im talkin bout u. haha. so watever la asshole.

read ur archives and found u so childish. complainin about how friendless or lonely u feel but suddenly, some entries are like i LOVE my friends blah blah blah...superficial fellow. u have friends stupid idiot! its just that u wanted to be POPULAR. there IS a big difference moron. what difference bitch? u might ask me (*if u know its u*)

ok. i WILL tell u the difference.

if u are HAPPY being just you and ur small or tiny group of friends. den you wont be writing how friendless or even commenting about ur friends showing "true colours". (like kao* u think ppl all angels meh? cannot have bad points?*) tmdx.

but NO~~~.. u choose to force urself to believe u are never satisfied. dat another group is where u TRUELY belongs. u wan to be *wait for it....... POPULAR. little fucker.

i wish all ur friends would leave u. so that u will know the TRUE meaning of loneliness. you are such an airhead. BAD FRIEND BAD PERSON-IN-GENERAL. why not look in the mirror and see how ugly ur inner personality is.

seeing ur act-cute/shuai/pretty photos make me wanna vomit.

STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT UR FRIENDS PANG-SEH YOU OR DIDNT CALL U OUT ON A CERTAIN EVENT. DUNNO HOW TO AUTO FIND THEM? STUPID KING/QUEEN ATTITUDE.

i used to be like that. but now i realize its not that important. i can have my own fun, thinking about how hurt they make me feel doesnt bring me anithin but tears. =]

den...i read on. and i found out something else bout u. omg damn ass.

u CHOOSE friends. lmao.. wa..so loner still can choose friends de ar? how old liao..*21* still want to see who is more "popular" den add them as friends. if not den kick others aside. come on man...

FUCKERS NEVER PROSPER. RIP ASSHOLE.

lol..dunno why im so pissed reading such blogs but maybe its becox i feel like everyone should treasure everything and everyone that come into their life. the good and sadly...the bad too. im no angel nor saint. but im learning to do just that. especially the acceptance of my bosses essentric behaviours. YUP! THATS PATIENCE AND TOLERANCE. clap clap for myself.

MORAL OF MY CURSING OF THIS PERSON? - dont choose who u see as a friend. be smart. try and make everyone ur friends. n DEN u will be popular and well-liked by everyone.

lalalala..

2009-01-17T00:23:00.003+08:00

o wow..13 days of not updatin..bad lilia...spanks* myself.

hee. ok work have been a bitch for me. f***. BUT instead of talkin about how much i HATE everythin..im gonna use LOVE as my focus. READY?...GET SET>>>>> GO!

i LOVE the feelin of fantasing the deaths of my bosses
i LOVE the hatred i have for this company
i LOVE the fucking attitude of the two lao bu si`
i LOVE pay-days *haha*
i LOVE clubbing/pubbing and gettin rub by chi-co-peks (fuck)
i LOVE how stupid i feel using so much LOVE in my sentences
i LOVE i LOVE i LOVE. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKK! =x

=S i think lilia tay siew ling have finally lost her screws in her head.

so CNY is coming and im eatin so much supper...(all thanks to night classes..make me so hungry once i go home T.T). o ya.. both shu xian and xin yu are in the same P9 class with me..cool. i was so surprise to see them. being the suku girl, i didnt even realise they were in the class till shu xian shouted my name during break. apparently they came one hour late YET i missed their grand entrance.. omg..either im really paying attention OR im sleeping..haha.

hmm.. really startin to hate working at this company. hai* i confirm with myself liao. im definitely going to quit by end of march. that will mark one year experience. FINALLY can write somethin nicer den experience in shangri-la for 1 mth. =x lol.

maybe its after workin at this lao bu si`s company, it made me realise that certs do matter to bosses even IF they say dey see performance more den paper. BULLSHIT one. plus i think my boss is gay. love guy employees more den girls. iris, edna and me always kena arrows. den the guys like princes like that. NEVER tiok arrow one. fuck..

tml suppose to go shopping for new yr clothes .. hee.. time to enjoy after so many days of work and studyin.. can u imagine 3 nights of studyin AFTER workin for the whole plus.. every monday tuesday and friday leh.. shiong sia.. come home muz bath n slp cox tml still have to work *except friday of cox*. kns. really sian but in order to climb high i MUZ succeed!

okie..stop grumbling for nw.. hopefully tml will take some pictures and post it up. =]

2009-01-03T03:08:00.002+08:00

Hee...just thought of putting some pictures up....

First off.....

MEEEE!

okie..im acting cuteeee i know..haha but cant help it..

bored in office.. =P

my daddy..gaga.. acting silly...
must be win mahjong until too happy...

=.= lub you~

2 of my favourites are

edna jie and iris mummy. through this one year in C W Chow, they took very good care of me.

saving me from my bitchy boss's wife.. ahha....

another 2 of my favourite ppl...

mummy and bro~

i think they look alike...my brother is a mummy's boy~ lol

When i told my brother to wave byebye...he turned his head and gave a tweez...=.=...guess thats good enough..lol.

So sleepy...nite nite...

P.S: For the year 2009...my favourite colour is yellow! random note.. =]

2009-01-03T02:22:00.007+08:00

2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Its finally a new year. And to start everything afresh~ i decided to delete ALL my old post.. yes..there is good memories but there are alot of bad ones too... like silly arguments with friends and ppl i love~. okie..so thats that....not sure if im actually gonna write much nowadaes cox im kinda busy with work and school started again. sigh... even as im writing now..im very tired out.. =.=~...

24 December 2008

sian...still had to work half day...so went to work but thankfully 4 hours in office pass very very fast...we end up going for our christmas lunch~! didnt take any pictures..cox tooooo hungry..haha onli took the last one which was the finale...chocolate fondue~ =P

yummy..the chocolate was sinfully good and the display was sooooo cute. =D

met up with **** (doesnt want to be mentioned) at vivocity.. the fake tree was brightly lit...everything felt wonderful and perfect whenever **** is around.

hee..

christmas time ~ =]

finally got my LGKU990R pink!!!! hahaha

25th December 2008

as usual..my christmas is with my family~ ^.^ love them to bitx..so..i didnt take much pictures of them but have to say.this year's christmas quite sad...cox all the cousins seem less into the mood.and most of them didnt even come for the countdown~ (T.T) onli saw them on actual day night*! zzz..sigh..but im just glad my sis and bro are there. my sis bf came too..so we played mj and went out shopping at tampines...

me and my brother... he is smiling so happily..i showed iris mummy at work and she said i look younger den my brother in this picture, do i? maybe its becox im hiding behind..haha.. sigh..he's growing up so fast.... n im so old... =x

me and my big sis...

we're alot closer now that we are both grown up..
remember how we use to quarrel and argue with each other..

now we go shoppin and meet each other for lunch and dinner..

sweet sweet sisters 4eva~ ^.^

hurhur...we went to pizza hut for dinner after shopping...while waitin for the pizza to arrive...took a picture of my sis and kai yang..

mahjong at night... end up losing S$13.00.. =S no luck at the end of 2008...hopefully 2009 will be better! gambatei!!!!

was talkin to **** a few days ago and he told me ashahi* was dry and awful to drink..

dunno if this is it..but i found a picture of the sake i drank..tasted like sprite ice... bleahz..

expensive sprite ice + no feeeeeeelinnnng one = kena cheated

christmas tree this year crowded with present..

the bike by the corner..cost S$2,000..kaos..from my uncle to my auntie.. lol..

lol...took a spastic photo of my aunties after a whole night of mahjong...no.they are not quarrelling..

but i forgot what they were talkin about... just gossiping i think... =D

26 December 2008

boss not in singapore...so we colleagues decided to havoc in office..haha not really la..just did exchanging of pressies during office hours.. =D onli 5 employees so our bond quite strong..im the youngest and they dote on me~ im the xiao mei of the C W Chow family~..hurhur...

from left (top to right bottom) : iris mummy, edna jie, me, kenneth and jimmy

thats christmas..of cox i did alot of photo takin but mostly cam-whoring of myself..so not bothering to post..haha...

sigh.. time to save money~ bump bump bumppppp

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