last entry dated 06 February. Why didnt i touch? Cox i didnt win the 8 million lottery. Sigh. hahaha maybe i shouldn't have typed so many good luck out. so i become unlucky instead. o bother~. hmz. kinda writer's block about now. got nth better to do. so decided to write somethin. alot of events *as usual* n this entry if its gonna serve as a update. my god..i might not be done writing after 3 hours. so~ to make things simple....

i quit my job! major love on that. finally i escape from the clutches of the lao bu si at work. kns. now she is tormenting the new sexy senior auditor instead. lmao. lao bu si~~~~~~ gai si le ba...... =x *mean mode*

hmmz. some things cant be posted. lol~ maybe as u grow older, u realize some stuff just cant be bluntly written in a IT world. but den, thats so unlike me. haha. nvm. so... i cut my hair short. reason? got bored of long curly hair i guess. a regular vanity fair. it doesnt stay the same. sometimes i envy the patience of those who can actually keep their hair damn long. like shu xian. omg sial...i will die if im her.

ok boring topic. lost for ideas and limited by the factor that i cant type some stuff out animore. f***. maybe i should go create an anonymous blog and write every single bloody vice dat i have over there. and no one will know its me. cool!

in the library now. cant play games. dat's so gay. read through some ex classmates' blogs..realize most of them are leading exciting lifes. i wonder if mine is considered exciting.

other den hanging out with friends... i havent even been travelling like how i use to tell myself i would. but den again $$$ factor. even if i have. my friends cant. crap shit.

dunno what to write liao. ok bye.

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so ytd, there were a few stuff that make me either bored or even more bored.

boring #1

during lunch, lao bu si was being nice *temporarily* and treated us to taos - a six course lunch with serve yummy yummy cheese and grilled prawn. but no half day. =.="

boring #2

after work, i decided to go zouk with thomas, jess, eileen and a few of their friends. was super glad to see them again after so long but due to the super crowded zouk, not really a good time. keep getting squeeze and there is definitely no space to dance! SIGH!

boring #3

left early cox baby doesnt like me to stay too long at those places, scared i kena touched around plus there is really no space to dance. (T.T)

boring #4

forget it. talkin about friday make me feel like its a saturday afternoon and instead of being outside, im home writing a blog entry. OMG...I GOTTA GET OUT OF HOME.

BYE!

4.28pm and im still in office. stone****... being kpo, found out that my colleague got pay raise AGAIN. =.=. mine's stagnant. tmd la.. hate cheap labour feeling. im leavin in march. die oso will leave this place. fuck.


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY~

fuck you lao bu si..! hope bull year ur luck will be damn sucky.

Apparently kenneth has taken the whole of next week (25th - 30th) off to go on a family vacation...to fucking JAPAN!! omg..i wanna go but pocket empty becos of sch fees and fillial piety ang pow to my parents and miscellaneous items. S$1000 for christmas present to mummy ok?! - all those just start working with low pay people -u got so generous anot.. =x anyways, so nowadays in office, mr kenneth is all smiles. tmd.. of cox la..can go japan i confirm smile all the way too. even if my boss is scoldin me..i think i will still be smiling and wont even KNOW wat she is shoutin about. my mind will be full of shopping and rollar coasters at disneyland.

hai...but say so much now..in the end. its still not me who is going to JAPAN! CRIESSSSSSS*

but nvm! its ok! cox i'll be going overseas soon!!!! ^6 months later..dots..^ my sister is treating me (air tickets only) to maybe hongkong or taiwan. YAYS.... turning 21 is soooo cool. u start getting alot of expensive gifts... like facial packages...free air-tickets..and a LV bag from my aunties *they promised me* =D

lets see.. rachel is going backpacking to korea in march. i was suppose to go with her but i already spent my savings for the trip on cenosis. ahhh the things i do to become slim. so becox of my fats; thanks alot chubby lilia; i wont be able to go anywhere! sorry rei rei.

i hate the feeling of being poor and chubby. =S don u agree?

in case anione is gonna argue that i should use the word fat instead of chubby. it means the same to me, so shut the hell up. bored in office = update blog. without pictures.

stupid xiaxue hasnt been updating her blog recently so i have nothin to read but her archives. but den again, her past entries have been quite boring in comparison to her archives so ya..what the heck. archives reading are not bad either.

after reading kaiming's blog, realised he is already planning for his 21 birthday celebration. got me thinking..should i also make it grand or just a private with close friends and family will do?

half-heartedness cox afraid ppl might not turn up despite invites. =[ oso dunno who to invite.. when u have limited connections, this is wat happens. haha. o well. if its small, i might set aside a budget to rent a cc hall for a small party? wa..sound like a certain ethnic group's way of celebrating. (u guys can go guess.. chinese book chalet, muslim under hdb block..so left only??? =] smart ppl will guess it by now)

no matter what, i decided not to compare my celebrations with ANYONE. cox ren bi ren, qi si ren. yea...profound chubby lilia. *grins*

okie.. time to think of birthday celebrations while doing crappy client's audit.

note to lao bu si - client kena fined S$12,000 for not doing accounts for 6 yrs, my problem?! say rush by next thursday. u think i he xian gu ar? (why he xian gu? cox cannot say guan yin ma..too powerful liao. den onli can think of he xian gu. haah) hai..kudos to chubby lilia!

my boss just throwed me 6 clients at one go. (O.O)~ drooollss....jyjy to myself liao.

ytd mummy look at my face and said, "aiyo! why nvr take care..how come got yi li yi li one?" so i touched my face and no ar...cannot really feel la.. =/.."xiao jing da zuo" i told her..haha.. den i walked out of her room and proceeded to watch grey anatomy...

i think i was too engross in the show that i totally didnt see my mom went down with my sis.
apparently after one day of {da shao cu}. we had so much clothing to give away.. ok la..i only had one big bag BUT my sis has 4 big bags..those red colour type of plastic bags. =.= shopaholic sister.... lol. being the kind souls we are *pui* =P we decided to donate to the salvation army. instead of selling to karang guni for money. =D

think salvation army will be rather please. cox we didnt give away those cheapo pasar malam shirts and pants. all branded..in courteousy of my sister mostly of cox..after the cleanning, i saw a FCUK top in the plastic bag (T.T) NOOOOOOOO....sadly i didnt get to see if i wanted her clothes. hai.. but den again..she so skinny now..doubt i will be able to fit. =.-....tmdx chubby lilia.

so as i was saying, my mom came up and sat beside me. "what?" i asked her..but my eyes were still glued to the tv.

"i know what to give u for ur 21st birthday this year..but give liao cannot ask for more la." she answered. my mummy was givin a cheeky smile. .....suspicious~~~......

"what?" i answered yet again STILL not really paying attention. the show was really that good la. go watch it everybody. ^.^

"i sponsor u facial package. see ur face ...blah blah blah." she started poking and touchin my face.

(=.=) <<< literally my facial expression. lol.

but hey, a facial package isnt cheap and coming from my non-workin parents, i am VERY touched. love them to bitx. i'll think about it and give her an answer tonight ba. =D

WORKIN TIME..SLACK TOO MUCH LIAO.

i was bored at office so i started reading random blogs and decided to hurl insults to this particular person.

just a short note: i don know this person. *so please don think its u if u know me and is happening to read my blog*

Blame it on my bad mood nowadays or im having a tummyache and but too lazy to get up from my desk to go to the loo, that u are my chosen victim. But den again, YOU also wont know im talkin bout u. haha. so watever la asshole.

read ur archives and found u so childish. complainin about how friendless or lonely u feel but suddenly, some entries are like i LOVE my friends blah blah blah...superficial fellow. u have friends stupid idiot! its just that u wanted to be POPULAR. there IS a big difference moron. what difference bitch? u might ask me (*if u know its u*)

ok. i WILL tell u the difference.

if u are HAPPY being just you and ur small or tiny group of friends. den you wont be writing how friendless or even commenting about ur friends showing "true colours". (like kao* u think ppl all angels meh? cannot have bad points?*) tmdx.

but NO~~~.. u choose to force urself to believe u are never satisfied. dat another group is where u TRUELY belongs. u wan to be *wait for it....... POPULAR. little fucker.

i wish all ur friends would leave u. so that u will know the TRUE meaning of loneliness. you are such an airhead. BAD FRIEND BAD PERSON-IN-GENERAL. why not look in the mirror and see how ugly ur inner personality is.

seeing ur act-cute/shuai/pretty photos make me wanna vomit.

STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT UR FRIENDS PANG-SEH YOU OR DIDNT CALL U OUT ON A CERTAIN EVENT. DUNNO HOW TO AUTO FIND THEM? STUPID KING/QUEEN ATTITUDE.

i used to be like that. but now i realize its not that important. i can have my own fun, thinking about how hurt they make me feel doesnt bring me anithin but tears. =]

den...i read on. and i found out something else bout u. omg damn ass.

u CHOOSE friends. lmao.. wa..so loner still can choose friends de ar? how old liao..*21* still want to see who is more "popular" den add them as friends. if not den kick others aside. come on man...

FUCKERS NEVER PROSPER. RIP ASSHOLE.

lol..dunno why im so pissed reading such blogs but maybe its becox i feel like everyone should treasure everything and everyone that come into their life. the good and sadly...the bad too. im no angel nor saint. but im learning to do just that. especially the acceptance of my bosses essentric behaviours. YUP! THATS PATIENCE AND TOLERANCE. clap clap for myself.

MORAL OF MY CURSING OF THIS PERSON? - dont choose who u see as a friend. be smart. try and make everyone ur friends. n DEN u will be popular and well-liked by everyone.

lalalala..